news

So I feel terrible that I haven't updated here in forever.

:B I don't even know why I haven't.

I'm a lazy ass, but I have a cute ass.

lol.

So what's new?

Broke up with bill and that is gone and done with. Have gone out with a wonderful guy a few times, I really like him :D

I'd say he's pretty close to perfect for me.

But I don't know his opinion. Well Saturday will tell or I'll at least ask him.

And I have been trying to get out of the house

more often, I need to get my social life back in order and start being around people that aren't customers again. Or just get away from the work setting and hang out with the awesome and lovely people I know again.

Work settings are fine for work, but you need a personal setting in your life too.

Although I do have to thank work for this guy :D


I dunno I've been really happy for the past couple of days, I feel happy and it's a good thing :)


well I don't know what else to say right now except
TO THE BAT CAVE :D

Saturdays

Saturdays I should be happy, especially when I have them off.

But as it seems I'm spending another saturday..at home :<

it's rather disappointing as I love hanging out with people and I seem to be at a loss for people to hang out with...


:(
It's a rather lonely day, I spent most of this morning drawing...got some of a drawing style developed...that was pretty much my only accomplishment today aside from watching Carrie from start to finish.

Not entirely sure whatelse I want to do today.
maybe go to the mall...if i can. but again, I'd end up shopping by myself and that's really not alot of fun....

I could probably take over the kitchen table and paint my minis...other than that I can't really think of anything else I can do...maybe end up watching more tv or something.
:/

Buggery and such

The link is to my new cafepress store...you should totally buy something :D


other wise not much has changed, tons of work, the laptop is still enjoyable. I haven't touched the big computer since I got Ace, poor Duo is just too old for me now....I needed a new fresher face...lol.

Last night at work, we had to call the cops due to a bear and her cubs being in a tree above our dumpster, so I couldn't take out trash as both Gene and I were uncomfortable with leaving the store to go near the dumpster and said tree.



meeting today for the store, get to have free pizza and BS with people while things go under way, which I'm pretty happy about, get to work an 8 hour over night with donna tonight. Hopefully tonight things will go smooth.

I'm looking forward to whenever my next day off, I really want to spend some time with someone or multiple someones....

:/

I really hope someone has some free time on my day off.

Daft Punk

lol I haven't seen burst angel yet, but I'm excited to see it as bill told me it was seriously worth the cash put out for it.


ALSO...I just took a shower and my hair is still wet and dripping down the back of my neck. It's rather uncomfortable :/

yar.

Also I'm totally in the mood for rootbeer...cold rootbeer.

All we have is hot rootbeer and I'm too half assed lazy to get up and go get it to put it in the fridge.

I've finally found one of the best places for me and the laptop it's in the recliner, I can put my feet up and sit up at the right angle so that my neck isn't strained either up or down.
Which is nice as I've looked for a comfortable spot to sit with the laptop, wooden chairs get rather uncomfortable for the butt.

I may put out the cash to get my own internet as soon as I find out how much it costs monthly...
or I may just put the cash towards a range booster and continue to use the neighbors unsecured wireless....no one has said anything to me about and I've been outside with the laptop and surfed with it for a while.
So until anyone says anything I will continue as usual.

Whatelse?

I dunno, I have tonight off and in a few weeks I have another saturday off. I'm liking how Terri has me scheduled, all on overnights and usually the truck nights which mean sara and jenn, so my nights will go much smoother.
Plus there is no more of this swing shift bullshit.
that was fucking retarded. :/
asswipes.

seriously I'd be working over night one night and then the next fucking morning I'd be in at 6am.
seriously man WHAT THE FUCK?

I did like working with Andrew more it was very pleasant. I don't get why so many of the other people can't understand why I like working with him...though most people don't get our level of humor...or our kind of humor more like it. They could get our level if they had half a clue on what we're going on about....

Plus I have my fingers crossed for the Weaver/Singer Road Trip to the Sheetz Kitchen open house.

they're giving us collectively 60 dollars to go, feeding us and giving us free samples of stuff. Plus we have that day and also we get to go toward Altoona....

I'm looking forward to this, so here's hoping he gets his license by then.


other than that there's not much going on. Maybe hoping to make it to a friday night magic night in DuBois...sometime...the comic shop guys are hounding me to come and play

D: persistant buggers.
I think one of the reasons is that there aren't enough girls coming out to the event and they are losing some of their casual players to bars and what not.

Plus I think a few of them kind of like having me around to ogle.

lol i'm geek eyecandy.

that thrills me for some reason.
lol rasin.

so...

it's 4:39am and I'm still awake...I've probably had like 5 hours of sleep in the past 3 days.


lol I feel okay. I'm just waiting to fall over and die or something I dunno.
I need hugs. many hugs. and some cuddes.

Also
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkX9jf0YVdU&feature=related
that is fucking funny.
watch it.

laptop

So I finally got my laptop and I'm stealing my neighbors internet...both things are good...it's just finding a comfy spot upstairs, I lose the signal in my room and in the guest room and I only get this signal in the hallway...which at the moment I'm not too bad off...I kind of want to get a cheap computer chair to sit up her in basically so I'm more comfortable than I am now, but at the same time I was hoping that I'd get to use my bed and the internet at the same time..

oh well...beggars can't be choosers.

free internet is a lovely thing

thank you dumb rich people.

Also this will be nice for when bill and I play online games, I'm looking into getting a WoW account and what not...I'll download the trail first. and then expand it after payday next weekend..
I think I can buy the game from the site without the software..

I hope so.


also...I may see if I can get a verification code generated...I like free things

lol

Lonely :/

So like I was talking about yesterday...currently all I have to talk to is..well, myself, my mom(who's actually started sewing and is rather ignoring me right now) and my dog. :(

I have practically 3 days off, though tomorrow doesn't fully count due to midnight to 4am, but I can still hang out.

:<

seriously...I spent most of yesterday sleeping, in my room or on the computer and even on the computer I really didn't talk to anyone.

Is this how most 20 year olds spend their life? Work themselves to death, then finally on their day off spend it alone?

I've called all the people I know locally...it's either work or they wont return my call.

Bill is texting me right now...but he's really sick..and I feel bad because he doesn't handle being sick that well.
I mean I feel selfish that I really wish he was able to come hang out with me, I miss him, I haven't seen him much in the past few weeks...but at the same time I really wish he would feel better.

I feel like all I do anymore is work...work and then come home. Do nothing, sleep and do the same the over the next day
even my days off I feel miserable like I've been at work all day.
So far today...I've slept, watched tv, took a shower and folded clothes and now I'm typing this.
This is all I've done today...and it's now 4:06pm...and that's all I've done.

I thought having friends that weren't in school anymore would be great...but now it seems that we have no time for each other at this point.
Either I'm working an 11 hour shift or they work til midnight or something like that...

Maybe after I move to a larger city things would be different...I wouldn't have the same friends...that's going to be hard.
wont have the loving boyfriend close at all...he'll be states away...maybe even in a different country.





I am a lonely soul.