So I need to blog more.

Yes yes leave me be. I don't blog enough.

Honestly I don't know what to blog about anymore and now a friend of mine gave me a link to a site the generates blog topics and it sounds like fun. So I'm going to try to blog daily about whatever random topics come up with.

ooo these are fun. So I may do a big post and do a bunch of topics. First one out of the hat is...

Top Ten Pet Peeves.

oh lordy this will be fun.

1. People who talk on cell phones while they're at a register.
OH MY GOSH. I work retail and that is possibly the biggest thing that irritates me. They stare at you when you interrupt them and act like it's the end of the damn world.

2.People that whistle to get your attention.
My other half does this and it's irritating, but I tolerate it because I love him. But in all seriousness, people who whistle to get your attention they need to gtfo.

3.Poor plowing work.
Not as in plowing a field, but plowing a road. I live up north and well my road hasn't been touched ONCE since it started snowing. D: I fear for my life some times.

4.Country Music lovers.
I'm talking the serious OMG COUNTRY HELLS YEAH! people. Dear bloody hell, you'd think that it was a requirement where I live. It took my mother as well :( She's now a country fan.

ew.

5. Diapers.
Seriously folks, no one wants to clean up your child's crap. stop leaving them in the sink.

6.People who get overly excited about babies.
I can understand an excitement over a friend's new baby. But to have to go watch it get changed, get fed, talk to it in that annoying voice and act like the child is yours :| not cool folks.

7. Writer's Block
Most irritating thing ever. 'nuff said.

8. Naruto fans.
GTFO THE INTERNET.

9. MySpace photos on dA.
I respect those that take up photography and I understand that photography and art in general is in the eye of the beholder.
But seriously folks. Put some work into your photos. Go for something you haven't done before.
and lose the heavy eyeliner. :/

10. People insisting that Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the term for 'fear of long words'.
folks this may shock you, but, the fear of long words is actually called Sesquipedalophobia.
now get over it.


wow that was easier than I thought it was :D :D next topic!

Lol okay, one more.

Coffee Cups I've Owned!

1.The cow mug
Oh cow mug how I love thee. I got this mug from one year at camp, the theme was cows and the mug was part of my gift from my councilor, she filled it with chocolate.

2.The tree mug.
the tree mug I got one year from work as a christmas present. everyone in the store either got a green tree mug or a red and white peppermint mug. I love the color green so I grabbed that one.

3.The Vente mug
my mom got that for me, while shopping one day and it's now one of my favorites because it's talllll and holds lots of tea/hot chocolate/coffee and what not.

4. The bear mug.
My first mug I got, mom and dad had balloons delivered to me for my 7th birthday and it came with a mug with a bear on it. it's cute :3

And those are my mugs.

I love them all, I'll probably drag out my tree mug for christmas and the vente mug is default right now.
>> I have a coffee addiction and a hot chocolate addiction.

wow

lol I haven't updated this in ages.

D:

still enjoying things with Andrew.
the link is to my new shop, as cafe press is expensive fuckers.

other than that not much to say.

news

So I feel terrible that I haven't updated here in forever.

:B I don't even know why I haven't.

I'm a lazy ass, but I have a cute ass.

lol.

So what's new?

Broke up with bill and that is gone and done with. Have gone out with a wonderful guy a few times, I really like him :D

I'd say he's pretty close to perfect for me.

But I don't know his opinion. Well Saturday will tell or I'll at least ask him.

And I have been trying to get out of the house

more often, I need to get my social life back in order and start being around people that aren't customers again. Or just get away from the work setting and hang out with the awesome and lovely people I know again.

Work settings are fine for work, but you need a personal setting in your life too.

Although I do have to thank work for this guy :D


I dunno I've been really happy for the past couple of days, I feel happy and it's a good thing :)


well I don't know what else to say right now except
TO THE BAT CAVE :D

Saturdays

Saturdays I should be happy, especially when I have them off.

But as it seems I'm spending another saturday..at home :<

it's rather disappointing as I love hanging out with people and I seem to be at a loss for people to hang out with...


:(
It's a rather lonely day, I spent most of this morning drawing...got some of a drawing style developed...that was pretty much my only accomplishment today aside from watching Carrie from start to finish.

Not entirely sure whatelse I want to do today.
maybe go to the mall...if i can. but again, I'd end up shopping by myself and that's really not alot of fun....

I could probably take over the kitchen table and paint my minis...other than that I can't really think of anything else I can do...maybe end up watching more tv or something.
:/

Buggery and such

The link is to my new cafepress store...you should totally buy something :D


other wise not much has changed, tons of work, the laptop is still enjoyable. I haven't touched the big computer since I got Ace, poor Duo is just too old for me now....I needed a new fresher face...lol.

Last night at work, we had to call the cops due to a bear and her cubs being in a tree above our dumpster, so I couldn't take out trash as both Gene and I were uncomfortable with leaving the store to go near the dumpster and said tree.



meeting today for the store, get to have free pizza and BS with people while things go under way, which I'm pretty happy about, get to work an 8 hour over night with donna tonight. Hopefully tonight things will go smooth.

I'm looking forward to whenever my next day off, I really want to spend some time with someone or multiple someones....

:/

I really hope someone has some free time on my day off.

Daft Punk

lol I haven't seen burst angel yet, but I'm excited to see it as bill told me it was seriously worth the cash put out for it.


ALSO...I just took a shower and my hair is still wet and dripping down the back of my neck. It's rather uncomfortable :/

yar.

Also I'm totally in the mood for rootbeer...cold rootbeer.

All we have is hot rootbeer and I'm too half assed lazy to get up and go get it to put it in the fridge.

I've finally found one of the best places for me and the laptop it's in the recliner, I can put my feet up and sit up at the right angle so that my neck isn't strained either up or down.
Which is nice as I've looked for a comfortable spot to sit with the laptop, wooden chairs get rather uncomfortable for the butt.

I may put out the cash to get my own internet as soon as I find out how much it costs monthly...
or I may just put the cash towards a range booster and continue to use the neighbors unsecured wireless....no one has said anything to me about and I've been outside with the laptop and surfed with it for a while.
So until anyone says anything I will continue as usual.

Whatelse?

I dunno, I have tonight off and in a few weeks I have another saturday off. I'm liking how Terri has me scheduled, all on overnights and usually the truck nights which mean sara and jenn, so my nights will go much smoother.
Plus there is no more of this swing shift bullshit.
that was fucking retarded. :/
asswipes.

seriously I'd be working over night one night and then the next fucking morning I'd be in at 6am.
seriously man WHAT THE FUCK?

I did like working with Andrew more it was very pleasant. I don't get why so many of the other people can't understand why I like working with him...though most people don't get our level of humor...or our kind of humor more like it. They could get our level if they had half a clue on what we're going on about....

Plus I have my fingers crossed for the Weaver/Singer Road Trip to the Sheetz Kitchen open house.

they're giving us collectively 60 dollars to go, feeding us and giving us free samples of stuff. Plus we have that day and also we get to go toward Altoona....

I'm looking forward to this, so here's hoping he gets his license by then.


other than that there's not much going on. Maybe hoping to make it to a friday night magic night in DuBois...sometime...the comic shop guys are hounding me to come and play

D: persistant buggers.
I think one of the reasons is that there aren't enough girls coming out to the event and they are losing some of their casual players to bars and what not.

Plus I think a few of them kind of like having me around to ogle.

lol i'm geek eyecandy.

that thrills me for some reason.
lol rasin.

so...

it's 4:39am and I'm still awake...I've probably had like 5 hours of sleep in the past 3 days.


lol I feel okay. I'm just waiting to fall over and die or something I dunno.
I need hugs. many hugs. and some cuddes.

Also
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkX9jf0YVdU&feature=related
that is fucking funny.
watch it.

laptop

So I finally got my laptop and I'm stealing my neighbors internet...both things are good...it's just finding a comfy spot upstairs, I lose the signal in my room and in the guest room and I only get this signal in the hallway...which at the moment I'm not too bad off...I kind of want to get a cheap computer chair to sit up her in basically so I'm more comfortable than I am now, but at the same time I was hoping that I'd get to use my bed and the internet at the same time..

oh well...beggars can't be choosers.

free internet is a lovely thing

thank you dumb rich people.

Also this will be nice for when bill and I play online games, I'm looking into getting a WoW account and what not...I'll download the trail first. and then expand it after payday next weekend..
I think I can buy the game from the site without the software..

I hope so.


also...I may see if I can get a verification code generated...I like free things

lol

Lonely :/

So like I was talking about yesterday...currently all I have to talk to is..well, myself, my mom(who's actually started sewing and is rather ignoring me right now) and my dog. :(

I have practically 3 days off, though tomorrow doesn't fully count due to midnight to 4am, but I can still hang out.

:<

seriously...I spent most of yesterday sleeping, in my room or on the computer and even on the computer I really didn't talk to anyone.

Is this how most 20 year olds spend their life? Work themselves to death, then finally on their day off spend it alone?

I've called all the people I know locally...it's either work or they wont return my call.

Bill is texting me right now...but he's really sick..and I feel bad because he doesn't handle being sick that well.
I mean I feel selfish that I really wish he was able to come hang out with me, I miss him, I haven't seen him much in the past few weeks...but at the same time I really wish he would feel better.

I feel like all I do anymore is work...work and then come home. Do nothing, sleep and do the same the over the next day
even my days off I feel miserable like I've been at work all day.
So far today...I've slept, watched tv, took a shower and folded clothes and now I'm typing this.
This is all I've done today...and it's now 4:06pm...and that's all I've done.

I thought having friends that weren't in school anymore would be great...but now it seems that we have no time for each other at this point.
Either I'm working an 11 hour shift or they work til midnight or something like that...

Maybe after I move to a larger city things would be different...I wouldn't have the same friends...that's going to be hard.
wont have the loving boyfriend close at all...he'll be states away...maybe even in a different country.





I am a lonely soul.

MEH

So last night wasn't too terrible to work, until marlene got in the store..declared that the floors were sticky and streaky....

also made me remop the floors during breakfast morning rush 3 times..

and also didn't believe I even mopped that night. :[

so I gt home, get a shower, have some well deserved rest...wake up and chat with dad for a while. Then start texting friends, telling them I'm off today and tomorrow! I finally have some off time


they work.

all of them :[


:shakefist:

So at this point I really don't know what to do...I'm tempted into going into town and shopping by myself or seeing if dad wants to go do something :/ but he's kind of sunburned right now.
damn.


So on the days off I have, boyfriend works, Nick works, Christie works today and tomorrow is a maybe...and well..it rather sucks :[

I AM SAD.

oh bloody!

so I sat down to tap out my review of 'you don't mess with the zohan'


annnnd well I looked to pick up something to swat a bug with and found an old re-usable jack o lantern...the fake ones?

well it was carved out by me and it scared the living hell out of me.


it's dark
and it's creepy.


bought bill orange box today..

PORTAL CONFUSES MY POOR LITTLE MIND D:


Team Fortress two is aweseomesauce and I haven't had a chance to look at the new half life yet.

other than that I'm going to be playing condemned 2 tomorrow. and scaring the ever living hell out of myself.

other than that...I don't know.

so this is awesome

light up showers make me happy.
lol.


well today had its ups and downs.. alot of downs though these 10 and 11 hour shifts are wearing me out.


especially in canon.

D:

also people are becoming nearly insufferably STUPID.


and a few of my co-workers I'm beginning to question them about their sanity..

like one..FREAKS OUT ON ME...I'm serious freaks out when I go to do something that he feels he should do..

some people take a job at Sheetz..way too seriously.


And if I just let this happen it makes it look like I don't do anything at all :< so I lose both ways.

*sigh*

Sooooo

lol funny shtuff right thar



that man should be made king. seriously.


I have put my playing of Destroy All Humans! 2 on hold and enjoyed their built in 'juke box'...the game music is suprisingly...awesome.

About my favorite would be the 'hunted' music in Albion....it's very epic and when you're leveling a city with tanks and SAM rockets following your perfectly rounded craft, it just gives all the more joy in doing so.

I also discovered...I hate escort missions...

especially when the escorts themselves FAIL at simple defense. Even in dead rising the escorts can atleast PUSH the zombies down and usually require minimum help in small groups of zombies.


plus I've liked all the voicing on the game up until I met Dr. Go...he single handely has one of the most annoying voices and whines when you stray too far.

but I shall leave this for my mid game review which will be completed short after this is posted.



I will be getting my laptop this weekend..or else I think I shall cry in the mere fact that I have work so hard for the damn thing to get it this ...yes you read me right...THIS FREAKING PAYCHECK and not get it. I will cry and give sad eyes to everyone I can find.

also I want to find an open wifi net and use it.
or I'll just be a sensible person and have the internet brought up to my room in which I can enjoy blogging in the dead of night.
and lurking about deviantart and enjoy vista..well enjoy it on 3 gigs of ram and a 250 hard drive. eat that.


It should run on 3 gigs, if it doesn't...I think I shall go and kill the idiot that made vista suck up as much ram as it does.

actually I think I'll just call a hit on him anyways.

Along with my weekend night manager for this weekend.
bitch.


whatelse is there to rant about?

Well the lack of the fact that I haven't done any HARDCORE shopping lately?
yes indeed there seems to be a decent topic to spew words about.



Well due to the frigging gas prices topping 4 dollars in certain stations and the fact that DuBois is made of suck and fail there seems to be a sever lack of good stores to visit. I visit the same almost in a machine like path on the days that I grace the mall with my large city upbringing and actual sense of humour. and yes I'm spelling humour the british way, don't like it? suck it.

Anyways...it's comic shop and bs with them about movies and comics and rant on about the lack of common sense these days and sprinkle in a few conversations about my boyfriend, Magic: The Gathering and Warmachine....that's usually about an hours worth of stuff there as one of the clerks seems to have the ability to keep me there for an hour, buying things and hits on me every other sentence...Bill seems to ignore this as it some sort of comic shop ritual to hit on regular females or regulars who bring their girlfriends in that seem to be girly to shop in a comic shop.
bullshit. I shop where I want damn it.
Then I usually truck off to Gamestop and I'm there digging through the Xbox bin looking for decent games and getting odd looks from some of the locals who've seen me grace this shop for nearly 8 years, they still seem to be in shock. At least some of the employees have gotten over the fact that I shop there without a boyfriend in tow and actually have an opinion on this backwater town run on acid and retards.
The manager is good natured and does his best to keep an eye out for the games that I seek, namely Destroy All Humans and Psychonauts...I have Psychonauts for the PS2, but as the PS2 is my boyfriends and not mine...it makes it hard to keep up with the game, especially if I'm playing and he's cuddling me while I'm in the middle of a fight with the NPCs, psychic bears or just in general beating the crap out of near by objects.
It makes this difficult...the one clerk seems to ignore me over the male customers and even though I was in line waiting very patiently for my turn...bastard.

The other employees seem to handle me as a regular customer...which is nice.

After I spend endless time as it seems digging through the crap hole of crappy sports games and even crappier spin offs of games and movies I venture on to Claire's for earrings and other dangling things that I can adorn myself with, but to find that usually the earrings are made of fail or they aren't on sale and the bitchy assistant manager is on duty and glares at me the whole time.

Then it's off to FYE to look for music that doesn't suck or back albums that people have never even heard of.....I trod the anime section for an interesting anime other than Ghost In The Shell and Case Closed....so far my search has been futile up until a few weeks ago, when I came across the box set of Witch Hunter Robin, which the series ended...rather...well empty.(I'll be reviewing this on a later note, probably tonight) And also can't forget Burst Angel which I've yet to see, but boyfriend promises it's great.



After trudging through same sounding music and candy anime I make way for the book store, only to take a quick stop at JC Penny's to see if my dear high school friend Jeremy is lurking around the service counter making comments.
My past few attempts have turned up nothing. I think he's hiding in the deep underground lair of JC Penny's where they hide the good stuff..after a quick bathroom break while I'm back there(JC Penny's has the best bathroom in the whole mall, no joke) I seem to get lured into the new shoe store only to find high priced shoes that will not fit my large feet and not make me look older than hell it's self or a nurse that's older than hell it's self. I leave in disgust as the GOOD rocketdog shoes are either too small or they don't carry the style or colors I like. boo to them.
I find myself mysteriously in DEB where i used to obsessively shop before I found that their styles had gone from good to ugly as hell and their color schemes changed in their clothing drastically enough that I shudder when I walk in and that's the shudder after I've stepped on pink glittery floor tiles...the whole store is too pink and it makes me want to roll in black paint the second I step in there, but somehow, the shoes in the back..magically transport me to the mouth of the store. I usually leave after seeing a lot of the same bullshit.

I seem to be able to withstand the draw of Fail21, which used to have decent clothing, I make my way to the opposite store, knowing as word heaven where I go look for a good funny book, some new mysteries to get into and maybe a few horror books to keep me awake. I also keep an eye on the Tom Clancy section for anything that may pique my interest, so far the splinter cell series has only managed to do that and before you asswipes point out that splinter cell isn't actually written BY Tom Clancy he only starts with a meager story line and his under writers fill it out to fatten up their portfolios.


After going through that and searching for a decent deep manga instead of the crap that Tokyo press seems to spewing... I find myself sniffing many different things, searching for an over price perfume that doesn't make me want to rip my head off so it'll stop hurting and end up spending cash on another bottle of perfume...I have so much perfume right now it takes up a whole section of my dresser and part of my bedside table.


usually I go to relax for a moment in big lots on their couches and then grow bored of the mall...I either walk to old navy then quickly walk out as I realized this place is a crap hole filled with crap. even their jeans suck now.

With that I either make my way to walmart to go flirt with boyfriend or head up to kmart to bs with Nick.


And that is my town.

shitty.
a crappy little hole with shit.


I miss large cities.

mooooo

you should buy that for me..


it's a cult classic, along with destroy all humans.


Anyways, saw narnia...I reviewed it in judgment day...



bought mom a fragrance thing...and because it's an oil defuser she made a fit about a mess due to the fact that our outlets are upside down..well it seems to be working fine to me in my room...and she initially told me to take it back...I'm tempted to return it, but dad likes the smell of pears alot so I'll install it with out her knowledge and just let her stew in her own argumentive juices.


Still enjoying Destroy All Humans 2, looking for the first one, along with the link thats up there.

...

I found the first one...I think I might order it tonight, but on the other hand there's a new VG store opening in DuBois...

so I guess I'll wait for a while.

birthday

Celebrated my dad's birthday today, took him and mom out to lunch at this really great mexican place.

I'm lucky and only have to work a 4 hour shift tonight instead of 6 or an 8 or worse a 10. ew..10 hour overnight shift.


so this night should be border line impossible to get any amount of work done. whatsoever.



other than than? well I dunno...I'm going to probably play my xbox for a while...then enjoy some sleep before work

maybe some cookies in there too.

D:

Possibly one of the funniest things I've seen...oh yeah...I'm linking my titles to random crap now.


well another work day flew past with a few angry moments and one of them I ended up kicking a coworker for.


I'm still slightly miffed, but Marlene said nothing further about the topic in question.

So moving on from work, I spent around 83 dollars on stuff today, in k-mart. alone.

I bought two new pairs of jeans, to replace a torn pair(which is becoming a purse and maybe I'll craft with the extras) and a pair I hate(donation time!). The one pair is a replica of the torn pair and a black pair that fits rather nicely. I love boot cut jeans.


bought new bras! woo! the right size this time as well, not cup size, but band size. :/ 38B is hard to find, damnit.
one is bright yellow with a winking smily face on the back band and the other is a soft gray...so comfy :)


new underwear, standard black and white solid and a paisley degisn in black and white...


a tanktop/bra combo, in sky blue, I have an idea for an outfit, but I'm not sure how it's going to work...oh well I'll play with it tonight and part of tomorrow.

and I have a new tan shirt that's lightweight and comfy.

yes I'm getting prepped for living in the south again...

Well this is all for now

oogity boogity

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College

College can be a bloody depressing thing you know that?

For some its the stress or bad grades or something like that


for me...it's the fact that I lack the money to go...even to a community college...and it seriously does suck..


it sucks to the level of suckage that I have never achieved up until now.



anyways...I'M LOOOKING FOR CAKE DECORATING GOODS W00

Personal Life

so aside from my reviewing blog and my 'happy' blog....I have my own personal life...but some people don't think that I do...some people like my work, think I exist to do nothing but work.


however...I do have a personal life...and a devart life...I dunno if they are the same or different any more.


Oh well.

So I've been awake for nearly 3 hours now, I got home this morning at 6:30 am, had my guilty pleasure of early morning cartoons til I fell asleep. Grabbed a shower when I woke up and pretty much just walked around the house til I got bored of the out of order, dis-organized house that I live in now. Mum's gone into overdrive on the remodeling thing now and now there's really no kitchen table just the table slid against the bar counter and a large..thing.. I cannot for the life of me remember what it's called but mum is going to stand on it and paint the ceiling...and NO IT'S NOT A LADDER.

Also I've got the idea to start playing 9 Dragons again, but it needs to fucking update and every time I try to update the damn thing either, A. the power goes out or B. The internet says fuck you and closes my connection.

So I've been trying for nearly...a week now to update it.

yes I'm getting to the point of where I'll try running it off IE if I have to (apparently it doesn't run with firefox for some damn reason. fuck you acclaim!)



So at this point I think I'm just going to end up playing it off of IE until it updates then I can just run it off my desktop like I used to. It's so frustrating T_T